We piled into my Saturn, Selah in charge of Pongo's leash, and drove to the middle school. As we walked from the parking lot, Pongo stopped to mark on a bush, then we continued along the sidewalk. Jen pointed out that Pongo left drops of urine on the cement. I stopped to look. I had never noticed that before. Jen explained how her dog, Keone, had exhibited that same trait when she developed Cushing's Disease at the end of her life. Urinary accidents are one of the telltale symptoms of Cushing's, one that becomes frequent as the disease progresses. Jen explained that when it first started, Keone would go to the bathroom, and then have trouble turning off the flow, leaving droplets of urine as she walked away.
Suddenly, I felt shocked and numb. A couple weeks before, we had thunderstorms in the morning. It was a weekday and I had to go to work. Terrified of thunder, Pongo was shaking and on my heels as I got ready to leave. Later, Ashley told us that he had behaved the same way with her when she got ready for school, and had tried to follow her out the door. During the day sometime, he had an accident in the basement, leaving urine all over. It was the second time since June that he had had an accident during a thunderstorm. Now here was another sign that he was starting to lose urinary control.
I thought of the conversation I had with Dr. Lamb on September 5th. We have been monitoring Pongo's liver enzymes and went in for a blood draw the first week of September. Dr. Lamb called me back to talk about the results. His liver enzymes remained very high, but had gone down a little bit since the previous test in June. She explained that the elevated liver enzyme could be:
- an inflammatory response to something in his body, for example the arthritis in his knees, or it could be a problems with one of his organs
- it could be an endocrine disease such as Cushing's
I took off running around the track. Pongo pulled against the leash in Selah's hands. He is a momma's boy and wanted to be with his Momma. Selah ran across the infield with him, catching me on the opposite side of the track. They ran alongside me in the grass. And so it went, Selah and Pongo sprinting back and forth across the infield to catch me, running with me for a ways, then resting. He looked like a three year old again, pulling with boundless energy.
Selah rests with Pongo after running more than a mile.
As I write, Pongo is laying down behind my chair, sighing. He has his head on the floor between his paws in the way that he does when he is trying to remind me in his quiet way that he needs a walk. In the eleven+ years that we have been together, I have learned to read his subtle, nonverbal cues. Sorry, Pongo, I get the message. I will draw myself away from my computer and put on some shoes. It is time for us to go outside. Our time.
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